Today just plain sucked.
Today, I feel like spilling my guts to all of you.
But today isn't the time.
Because today I reminded myself a hundred times that I vowed not to bring family junk into this space that I view as my respite, my outlet, my place to laugh and make you laugh.
But today I don't feel like laughing.
Because today I've spent crying.
Today I had a horrible fight with my mother over family issues that have lingered for five years.
And today I realized that she will never, ever get it.
So today I give up. And no she doesn't read my blog. Hasn't for months.
But today I read a couple of yours; however, now I just feel like crawling into bed.
So today I just want to tell you that I'm not ignoring you.
It's just that today really really sucked.
"Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul."
Psalm 143:8 (NIV)
There will be restoration and healing. That is His promise. God is good.